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Writing the Murder Mystery I’ve Always Wanted To

Writing the Murder Mystery I’ve Always Wanted To

I’ve always loved a good murder.

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I’ve always loved a good murder.
Not in the police-tape, fingerprints, and grim detectives sense, but in the delicious puzzle-box tradition of Christie, Sayers, and their ilk. Ever since I picked up my first Agatha Christie as a teenager, I was hooked. Give me a cup of tea, a rainy afternoon, and the prospect of genteel poisonings in a sleepy English village, and I’m happier than Miss Marple in a hat shop.

Over the years, I’ve devoured Golden Age mysteries the way others devour chocolate éclairs, sometimes in one guilty sitting. And while I’ve written a few non-fiction books, there’s always been a quiet voice at the back of my mind saying: One day, you must write your own murder mystery.

Well, I’ve finally listened to that voice. This isn’t about chasing bestseller lists. It’s about finally scratching an itch that’s been with me for decades, the joy of weaving mystery for its own sake.

So why a murder mystery?

There’s something irresistible about them.
The structure is neat, almost mathematical, and yet it brims with human messiness, secrets, betrayals, jealousies, and lies whispered behind lace curtains. I love how the genre allows you to explore the darkest corners of the human heart, all while sipping tea and never spilling a drop on the Afghan rug.

Period dramas, especially those set around the world wars, have always been my favourites. There’s atmosphere in abundance: ration books, stiff upper lips, battered suitcases, the lingering shadows of conflict, and the promise of a new world pushing against the old. Setting a murder mystery in that period is exactly what I’ve always wanted to do.

The Heirloom’s Secret (well, that’s the title for now)

So here it is: my very first foray into murder and mayhem on the page. The Heirloom’s Secret, and it’s everything I’ve ever wanted to write rolled into one mystery, memory, and more than a few skeletons in cupboards that really ought to have stayed shut.

The story is set in the spring of 1953, a time when England was still recovering from the war but looking forward with excitement to the coronation of the young Queen Elizabeth. Perfect, I thought, for a village brimming with gossip, suspicion, and just a hint of scandal.

And into this fictional village, Thornfield Haven, steps my heroine.

Meet Agatha Carroway

Agatha Carroway (Aggie to her friends, though heaven help anyone who uses the nickname without permission) is not your average sleuth. She’s not a bright-eyed ingénue stumbling across corpses while taking her corgi for a walk. She’s not a retired colonel with a monocle and a moustache waxed to a lethal point.

Agatha is a retired midwife in her early seventies. She’s sharp, witty, and carries the calm authority of someone who has seen life, from its beginnings to its endings and everything in between. She has no patience for nonsense, though a great deal of compassion for the frailties of human nature. Her hands may be stiff with age, but her mind is as nimble as ever, and when something doesn’t add up, she’s the one who notices.

I wanted a protagonist who wasn’t in the first flush of youth. Agatha has lived a full life, loved and lost, and now finds herself pulled into the dark tangle of secrets that threaten to engulf her village. She’s not nosy, exactly… though the villagers might disagree. As the story unfolds, we learn more about this woman and some of her unique talents.

Her Partner in Crime-Solving

Every sleuth worth their salt needs a foil, someone to challenge, assist, and occasionally roll their eyes when the detective insists on poking into places best left alone.

For Agatha, that someone is Inspector George Hargrove of the local constabulary. A man of steady temperament and dry humour, Hargrove is perhaps the only one who sees Agatha’s sharp mind as an asset rather than a nuisance.

Together they form an unlikely partnership: the seasoned policeman and the sharp-eyed pensioner, allies united by mutual respect (and perhaps a little exasperation on his part). Their friendship gives the story warmth and wit as they set out to solve the mystery. Well, that’s the intention. Agatha blithely pushes past boundaries in pursuit of the truth, even dragging him into shady scenarios.

A Village with Secrets

Thornfield Haven may look postcard-perfect, with its stone cottages, churchyard yews, and lace-curtained windows. But as anyone who has read a Christie will tell you, appearances are never to be trusted. Beneath the surface lies a tangle of long-buried secrets, resentments, and scandals, some reaching back decades.

When the first murder occurs, it feels shocking enough. But Thornfield Haven isn’t done yet. More than one body will fall before the truth finally comes to light, and Agatha will find herself not just uncovering a crime, but tearing open the very fabric of her community’s history.

And yes, there’s an heirloom at the heart of it all. A relic of the past, delicate yet potent, that binds the secrets together like a thread in an embroidery. To say more would be to spoil the fun, and I wouldn’t dream of robbing you of that.

Writing The Heirloom’s Secret has been a dream decades in the making. It’s not just a story about murder, but about memory, identity, and the weight of the past on the present. It’s about women’s voices in times when they were often dismissed, and about the way seemingly small choices ripple through generations.

Agatha’s age, her perspective, and her wit are all dear to me. In a world that too often sidelines older women, I wanted to put one firmly centre stage and let her shine. She may have traded her midwife’s satchel for a sensible handbag, but she’s no less formidable for it.

Of course, I have loosely based my heroes on people I know, both past and present, and set it all in a period coloured by my own childhood memories.

A Promise of Twists and Turns

Now, a good mystery must be more than setting and character. It must puzzle. I’ve really tried to lay false trails, scatter red herrings, and turn the kaleidoscope just when you think you’ve got the picture clear. I can promise you that nothing in Thornfield Haven is quite as it first appears. Suspects abound, motives multiply, and the truth, when it finally arrives, may surprise you. And even if you do guess the villain (or villains), I’m trusting the motive may stay hidden until the end.

But that’s as far as I’ll go. To tell you more would be to hand you the solution, and what fun is that?

This is just the beginning. The Heirloom’s Secret is the first of what I hope will be a series of mysteries featuring Agatha Carroway and Inspector Hargrove. They’ve become so real to me that I can’t quite imagine leaving them behind after just one adventure. There are more secrets to be uncovered, more scandals lurking in village lanes, and, inevitably, more bodies waiting to be discovered.

If you, like me, have always longed for a fresh slice of Christie-style crime, set against the backdrop of a world in transition, then I hope you’ll enjoy stepping into Thornfield Haven. Pull up a chair, pour yourself a cup of tea, and prepare to be intrigued.

After all, as Agatha herself might say, life’s too short not to poke your nose into things that don’t concern you, especially if there’s a murderer about.

I do need to point out that I’m still in the editing phase, so there may be some time before I get around to publishing it (if that’s what I decide to do). You see, this is definitely a ‘hobby’ type project, and one that may not be author material, but the process is certainly fun!

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A Love Letter to Going Out On Your Own

A Love Letter to Going Out On Your Own

Why You Should Absolutely Take Yourself Out

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Alright, by now you’ve probably cottoned on to the fact that I live solo. Not just the kind of solo where the cat’s your flatmate and the plants get names (don’t have a cat but the plants get names), but the kind where I regularly venture out into the world—on my own. And that’s exactly what I felt like chatting about with you today: the fine art of doing things alone.

Let me ask you—have you ever dined out, just you, your plate, and the ambient murmur of a bustling restaurant? If you have, then go you! Give yourself a mental high five. And if you haven’t, well, maybe it’s time to give it a whirl.

This wee reflection was sparked by something that happened just yesterday. I was parked up at one of my favourite local cafés, laptop open, latte in hand—because frankly, their coffee is leagues better than what I whip up at home. Plus, I love that background hum of clinking cups, espresso steam, and low conversation. It’s like a cosy blanket of community and helps me create whatever it is I’m creating.

But then I saw her.

She caught my eye—a woman, possibly around my age, maybe a touch older. But I’d say she was definitely in her seventies. What struck me wasn’t what she was doing, but what she wasn’t doing. She didn’t have a phone. No laptop. No newspaper or book. Just her coffee and the sunshine. She was entirely present, sitting there, soaking in the atmosphere like a cat on a windowsill.

She was people-watching, smiling now and then, simply being. No distractions. No props. Just grace and groundedness (is that a word?) in a world that often feels like it’s spinning off its hinges.

And you know what? I’ve done that too. And sometimes I wonder—has someone glanced my way and thought: She looks happy. She looks like she belongs. She looks like she’s the boss of that corner table.

Because here’s the thing: you’ve got to own it. Whatever it is—your coffee, your meal, your moment. Claim it. The first time you go out on your own, yes, it feels a little wobbly. Maybe a touch awkward. But the second time’s easier. And by the third? You’ll be sauntering in like the café was built just for you.

And let me tell you, other women will see you. Not with pity or curiosity, but with admiration. Quiet envy, even. They’ll clock your confidence, your sense of ease, your refusal to wait for someone else to validate your right to be there. Even if, on the inside, you’re a bit shaky.

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It doesn’t matter. You’re doing it. You’re living. You’re showing up in the world as your brilliant, unaccompanied self.

Because truthfully? This world’s a bit bonkers, and no one’s really paying all that much attention. So take the seat by the window. Order the dessert. Bring a book or bring nothing. Just be there.

Own the moment. You absolutely can.

 

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When Online Dates Don’t Match the Photo

When Online Dates Don’t Match the Photo

Another quick online dating story for you—strap in!

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So, what’s the deal with people looking completely different from their profile photos? I’ve had this happen a few times now. We chat online, everything seems lovely and promising, and I start thinking, “Yes, this could be really cool.” Then I rock up to meet the guy in person… and nope. He looks absolutely nothing like his photos.

Let’s be real—you can’t pack on that much weight in a week. In the photos, he’s trim and fit. In person? Well overweight. That’s not a sudden change; that’s been happening over a period of time. (To be fair, I’ve had one where the weight had come off—so it goes both ways!)

The second time it happened, it’s fair to say it was another doozy. We’d chatted online for some time before finally having a date that suited us both. It all seemed good, and we agreed to meet at a café. I arrived and spotted someone on a bench looking a bit… lost. He was clearly waiting for someone, and as there was no one else around, I put two and two together—and my heart sank. He looked nothing like his picture. Honestly, I wouldn’t have recognised him at all if he weren’t clearly waiting for me.

Then he drops this: he’s been through cancer treatment and chemo. And look, I am sorry to hear that—of course I am—but put up a current photo! Also, just to be clear, I’m not looking to become a full-time nurse. That’s not what I signed up for.

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All I want is someone who is fit and actually resembles the photos they post. That’s it. Please. Just a little honesty goes a long way.

p.s. It’s one of the reasons I’m no longer online (just in case you’re wondering.)

Rant over!

 

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Losing Your Last Parent

Losing Your Last Parent

When both parents are gone, a deep change unfolds, and the inescapable reality of life’s fragility becomes clear.

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I have a friend whose father is very old — over 100 — and he has now been given only a few days to live. My friend, understandably, is very distraught, and it brought back strong memories of when my own father passed away. My mother had died around 20 years earlier, but when my father died, the effect it had on me was something I hadn’t expected.

It doesn’t really matter, I don’t think, how old you are, or how old your parent is — unless, of course, they or you are very young. But I’m speaking more about when they are seniors, nearing the natural end of their lives.

If there’s been a close relationship between you and your parents, there’s a certain vulnerability that arises when the second parent dies. Suddenly, you no longer have that invisible buffer. While you still have living parents, you feel a little invincible; death doesn’t weigh heavily on your mind — unless you’re ill, of course. Under normal circumstances, it’s as if there’s an unseen shield between you and the afterlife.

When both parents have gone, you abruptly become part of the dying generation. That buffer is gone. There is nothing left between you and whatever lies beyond. It’s quite mind-bending. Intellectually, of course, we all know we’ll die one day, but while that buffer exists, our minds tend to block out the reality of it. When it’s gone, the inevitability of death truly hits home.

Religion, logic — none of that comes into it. It’s simply a sensation, a profound feeling that arises. I can’t speak for those who lose their parents young, but certainly, for those of us who are older when our parents pass, it seems to be a common experience. Everyone I’ve spoken to has said the same thing: it suddenly becomes very real. Death isn’t an abstract idea anymore — it’s an unavoidable certainty.

Losing your last parent

As the saying goes, the only things set in stone are death and taxes — and taxes, if you’re clever enough, you might manage to sidestep. But death? Death is certain. It’s simply part of life, and there it is.

 

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Online Dating Scam Fun

Online Dating Scam Fun

Catfished by a clown: My hilarious adventures with an online dating scammer!

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Here’s a question for you: Have you ever tried online dating? A wee while ago, I decided to throw my hat into the ring and give it a whirl.

Oh, I had a blast—mainly with the scammers, if I’m being honest!

It didn’t take long before I got the hang of spotting them. And I must say, I got a right kick out of playing along. I had the time, and honestly, they’re not hard to pick.

It always kicks off the same way—a long-winded message explaining who they are, what they’ve achieved, how much money they’ve got, and how they’d simply love to get to know me. They drop a Gmail address and suggest I write directly so they can send more photos. And that, my friend, is where the real fun begins.

The first thing I do is screenshot their profile photo and do a reverse image search on Google. Sure enough, it turns out to be a stock photo every single time. Classic.

Now, I’ve had a few of these exchanges, but the latest one? Absolute gold.

Can’t quite recall the name he used, so let’s just call him John. John had a profile picture with a dog—a breed I’d never seen before. So I emailed him and asked, ever so innocently, “What kind of dog is that? He’s adorable!”

I also mentioned that we lived in the same city and it’d be great to get to know him better. John wrote back, completely ignored the dog question, and said he’d love to meet—but alas, he was heading overseas for work.

Of course, he was. They always are. And they’re always highly educated—usually in mining, oil, or something similarly dramatic. Sometimes they’re even a high-ranking US Marine. John, though, was an engineer off to work on oil rigs in Saudi Arabia.

So I replied, “That’s exciting for you! But such a shame. Who’s going to look after your dog? And what breed is he, anyway?”

There was still no mention of the dog, but he did say he looked forward to meeting me once he returned.

Then came the rookie mistake—he signed off the email as Paul. Not John.

At this point, I’d had my fun. Time to wrap it up. I responded with:

“Dear John….or Paul.

First, always use the same name throughout—that’s Scam rule 101. And don’t use a photo with an animal if you have no clue what kind it is—that’s another giveaway.

Also, if you’re claiming to be a well-educated Kiwi, your English should be top-notch. May I suggest hiring a proper interpreter next time?

Happy scamming!”

Just so you know, I’ve got a separate Gmail account I use just for these kinds of shenanigans.

I love the fun of it, but you do need to stay sharp. They’re out there, and they’re trying it on.

Online dating scam fun

 

If you’re dabbling in online dating, keep your wits about you. And if you do decide to string a scammer along, go for it—but when you’re done, drop the word “scam” into the chat. Trust me, they vanish instantly.

And don’t forget—report them to the dating site. It helps keep things safer for everyone.

Just so you know …. I’m no longer on the dating sites, can’t really be bothered if I’m honest

 

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